How I feel to be in Honor Chastity to Goddess Sativa….By Steve

Hello Goddess,
How I feel is kind of overwhelming really, It has been harder than I thought it would be to do this. It really feels like you own me, I have taken for granted all those times when I could just go touch myself, it’s weird but it almost feels like it not even mine anymore, And as you said that is a pleasure you allow me to have. It has made me think of you a lot, and last night was very restless I so wanted to masturbate but knew I did not have permission.

I have had many fantasies and thoughts this weekend much more than usual. It has felt good to be in chastity like this to you and it makes me want to work that much harder to please you and be a good boy and earns that privilege. It has felt like you have a hold of me or have your claws in me and I love that feeling. Even when out in public this weekend when I ran into women it was strange like I thought they knew I was in chastity to you and that I was your slave.

I actually had this physical feeling in my gut all weekend and surfed many web sites looking at implements and chastity devices, I feel like I have grown a lot this week and realize that I need to controlled like that and that only with your permission may I pleasure myself or do anything.

Honestly It makes me feel so incredibly humble and loyal to you, it has made me think of you a lot, it is weird but it has made me feel closer to you and it makes me feel happy like I have found my calling and my proper place.
It has been a feeling of total servitude to you as well and it feels like there is this sign tattooed on my forehead “Property of Goddess Sativa.

It makes me want to do anything to please my Goddess and I will do anything to please my Goddess. I guess I could say that it really feels like I am officially your property. I have this picture of you on my wall staring at me making me feel like you are watching my every step and when I think of touching myself or doing something I am not allowed to do, I swear I can almost hear you scolding me, I am falling into your complete control and I also want to thank you more than words can say, Thank you for being My Goddess and training me and showing me my proper place on my knees serving you, my only desire is to please you and make you happy.

Submissively,

Your Toy and slut always,

Stephen